Thursday, August 17, 2006 ; 12:16 AM♥
hey guys!
hey peeps!!
so tired now..i jus had a testimonial match jus now..in case u all dunno..it's a friendly match against the seniors..hahah..kinda a farewell match as well..haii..i tink i under-performed la..quite sad..i was playin as right flank n dere r a number of chances for me to cross in but i failed..haii..so in the end it was a draw..so we had a penalty..3 penalty shots frm each side..then my coach asked each n every one of us who wants to take..haiiii...den i was qte unsure..but my coach asked me to do it..n den..i was e 1st to take..v stressful la..summore dey were video-taping the whole penalty process..wahhh..everybody is lookin..den..as i was walkin to e ball..the goalkeeper of e yr 2 guys' team said " if u miss this penalty shot..u goin to rem it for life."
HOW THE HELL..e nxt moment..i kicked e ball right into e keeper..haiii...it was an easy save i guess..though i whacked real hard..haii..i felt disappointed wif myslf..overall e yr 2s won e penalty..so they win..it doesnt really matter whether they win e match anot..cos it was only a friendlies..i jus feel that after trng so much..my standard is still not dere..haii..i m still so not confirmed abt my own kicks..summore it's penalties..that's like wad we practised e most everytime..haii..i m so sad la...i shldnt haf agreed to take the penalty..everything was recorded down..n
the person was right there at that time..n mr tong was dere as well..so..i dunno whether my penalty-miss will further threaten my chance of playin in tj..ya..tt's sth i pretty scared of too..it's like..one moment of folly leads to one lifetime of regrets..hahha..i dunno if it ll last a lifetime..but rite now..e whole process kept repeating in my head...arghhhhhh...
the guys oso had a similar match..n e yr1 guys won 4 - 3..it was 4-0 in e 1st half already..only when all the substitutes were put on play in second half..e yr 2s managed to tie down the score..hahha..n in the 4goals..got one shot is by leeeepin can..it was such an amazing shot can..he shot frm the right..abt 3 steps away from e penalty box..it's really far la..he dribbled halfway n there's no defenders in his way..he swinged his leg..e ball went flying so fast into the net..even the keeper has not much time to react...hahha..we were all so stunned..yaa...mayb bcos it was his birthday ytd..ahha..lady luck was on his side..LOL...
btw..i m really happy on tuesday..cos my eyecandy talked to me!!! LOL..so wonderful k..i shall not say much anymore..cos it's a public blog..hohohoho..n i painted our field..as in the lines n stuff la..so tiring cann..n now the little spots of paint cannot b washed off frm my skirt..damn..hahah...
hmmm..so..mayb we can meet up on sat to study or wad..see how..i need to give tuition la..v busy..i really need to study..summore i sunday got FAS comp...haii..sth i really look forward to..hope i get to play..let's go back dhs soon..i wanna kick some balls wif u ppl n spike some balls tooo!! =))) hahah..okok..cya..nite...take care...
hugs, OH shiyi
