Tuesday, October 24, 2006 ; 12:49 AM♥
hey guys!
hey peeps. sorry for being vanished for so long.. i m still well and healthy. but i m feeling kinda frustrated right now...haii..i m really sad cos i really did my promos badly..and is not tht i nv study la..i really worked doubly hard.n for heaven sake..i got worse than my jct when i hardly put in much effort..haii..jct i passed all subj..but this time..i failed two subj VERY BADLY..my gp n chem..n my maths standard has dropped..haii..really disappointed..u noe i really din expect to flop THAT badly..i actually found the chem paper damn easy..n yet i did so badly..haii..life sucks..i put in so much effort than my results lidat..haii..so right now..i m considering dropping chemistry to h1. i dunno whether to la..seriously..i m damn confused..i dun want bcos i hoped i cld apply for scholarship nxt time to lighten my dad's financial load. BUT CAN I? haii..but i m afraid i m really unable to cope it..my chem really sucks..haii..the thing is i haf alledy flopped two chem spa..really badly..so i may not be able to do well in chem after all..haii..i m really confused..i get so many diff opinions frm diff ppl..n my chem tcher really advised me to..haii..sucks..or shld i jus try..n leave it to e fate whether i m qualified to cont takin 4 h2? arghhhhhhhh...sucks..my mind is in a whirl now.. i really suck..i dun even noe wad i really want..i dunno wad's my goal in life..my life is in such a mess.. i really hate myslf for gettin such results..screeeeaaamssssss*
sorry for grumbling such a huge chunk here.u all can jus skip e whole paragraph..dun bother to read la..btw..how's u ppl results..i bet u all did well la..congrats pig..ur jap..haiii..i m so sorry for ps u all..haii..i haf already haf plans b4 hand..not purposely one..hehe..so sorry..anyway..u ppl mus go n catch DEATH NOTE ok? it rocks..damn nice..super exciting..i like e main lead..WAHAHHAAH..ok..typical me..hohoho...
haiii..i dunno wad to type..i m sian..i jus wanna find one day..go sentosa with u ppl..i really miss vball..i want go kbox..haii..peeps..peeps..peeps..GET ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-shiyi
